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~~~ Take this key When you need me My heart is yours His is hers A shrine for him I gave him a limb He did not see it My heart is split Open this heart Only he can restart Hold this key close When he needs a dose Remember my dear It has been two years If you need me near I will always be here ~~~

She plasters her smile So her love can see She is as happy as can be. As days willow to months And those months to years She wonders if she should be here. She cannot tell you why Her heart feels grey Where no sun can shine its ray. She cannot tell you why She grows numb day by day Rather just doesnt know what to say. A wife must be perfect and poised With no scratch nor dent Just plastered with a smile that is upward bent "Do not worry me, for I am fine Can't you see I just simply worry for thee." She knows in her heart That the smile is a lie But she will take it until she dies --FIN--

Now that a month has past, I guess I was gonna be a show for everyone that was out there to see me. I followed behind the man with the large hooded cape, while one guard escorted me out. The large wooden door clicked open, and the rays of light from outside stung my eyes, I squinted to allow my eyes to focus on what was ahead. My eyes eventually adjusted to the light and from where I was standing I saw many faces but none of them were Eirik. I was forced on to my knees with my neck resting on a large, cold stone. I saw much blood near where I kneeled. I felt all the hope leaving my body like it was becoming lifeless. I closed my eyes and let

I woke up today without my best friend I woke up to see a reality without you I woke up feeling empty I woke up away from my perfect world I avoid contact with memories But it is hard Every inch Every second I remember your laugh my laugh my smile and your smile I cannot see your bad No matter what You do not know the truth But when you do You will realize You will wish You fought even harder But out of respect For our elders For generations to come We have to protect it No one is at fault But you and I We created a world of fantasy and happiness Forgot about reality When i woke up today I was not strong When I woke up I could not sta

Dear Future Jess, You know... most of the time we look back, we think to ourselves, what could I have done differently?. Then we remember. We remember that we can't turn back time. We can't tell past Us hey don't do that! All We can do is keep our chin up and keep fighting. Remember sometimes, it's alright to listen to your heart, We know Jess, we know, it's risky. But sometimes the best things can happen. We learned something from every single time our heart was broken. We learned not to repeat history. We learned who is there for us, and who isn't. I'm so happy we've gotten so far in life, to see every morning with hope. From those early m

Ever since then, Yesterday had become my new home. Every day I replay that horrific scene over and over again in my mind. What am I so afraid of? Why can’t I leave Yesterday and go to Tomorrow? Tomorrow was a portal to possibilities to so called “happiness.” I am afraid to move on. To forget my family. I look down and stare at my hands I could still feel the cold hand of my mother touching mine. I shut my eyes as the tear drops fell onto my hands. I missed them so much. Suddenly, I feel a hand on my shoulder I look up and see a man dressed in light blue. I was a little surprised; people don’t normally make contact to