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Things I'll Never SayThere are certain things I’ll never say,
Like how I thought about killing myself today
Just to keep my own scary thoughts away.
Like how I stay awake way too late
To be sure I don’t awake in a bloody state.
Like how I soaked white into red last night
And turned myself into a ghastly sight.
Like how it hurts too much to breathe
When I make my own skin seethe.
Like how I Google things I shouldn’t
When I want to do things I couldn’t.
Like how I’m scared of being alone
Yet I’m only happy when I’m on my own.
Like how I know I’ll wind up killing myself
And turn into just a dusty photo on a dusty sh

shooting starshe appears in the rain
turns her head to the night sky
salty drops touch her lips
fallen from the heavens
or fallen from her sad eyes
she takes a deep breath
lets go of sorrow
and disappears with the rain

LovePerhaps it’s the sweet taste lingering on his lips
Or the way his fingers are pressed into my hips.
Maybe it’s the kisses brushed over my skin—
I can’t find where his body ends
Or where mine begins.
We are twined together, soft hands and cold feet.
We are joined as one;
I can feel his heart beat.
And the sheets fall around us, silky and slight,
I can see him smile in the fading dusk light.
He holds me like no one has ever held me before:
Like I am precious and beautiful,
like I am vital and pure.
His hazel eyes light upon my face, his fingers knot my hair
And I cling

My Heart Is On ReserveMy heart is on reserve
for that one that takes my breath away
that holds me close to his heart
and knows the perfect things to say

My heart is on reserve
for that one that I cant stop thinking of
that haunts my dreams every night
and gets me drunk off his touch

My heart is on reserve
for that one that makes my heart stop
that makes me want to be that one
that one that he is dreaming of

My heart is on reserve
for that love I know is true
I've found the one worth waiting for
it's on reserve for you

The Perfect TwoOur hands brush, and my skin's on fire.
Our eyes lock, and my heart starts to race.
You are the only object of my desire,
And I have to stop myself to keep a slow pace.
Because the last thing I want is to scare you,
Life with you gone is my greatest fear.
And yet I can't believe, with how I cherish time spent with you,
That it seems just yesterday, and yet it's been a year,
Since you gave me that blushing smile,
And placed shaking hands around my hips,
And even though it took a while,
I'll never forget the taste and feel of your lips.
Or the safety I feel when you hold me,
Your warms arms like a lock and chain,
And if only just to make you

My LoveI have missed you.
You were the only thing that kept me sane
And allowed me to express my true self
Without fear of judgment by ignorance.

You are the only one who I can talk to
About my problems
My joys,
My fears,
And my insecurities.
You are willing to listen to all that;
Letting my rant spill onto you.

I am happy we are together again,
I know I will need your help now more than ever.
I want to change who I am for the better,
So I can love myself
So I can love others.

Can you?My heart is screaming
Can you hear it?

My heart is falling
Can you catch it?

My heart is broken
Can you fix it?

My heart is lonely
Can you keep it company?

My heart is calling you
Can you pick up your phone?

My heart wants to hold your hand
Can you make it a reality?

My heart is blushing
Can you see it?

My heart wants to tell you something
Will you listen?

Run Away With Me?truth be told that when i asked you to run away with me i was serious. i wanted to take your hand and get in the car and drive for miles without ever looking back because you're the only one who ever mattered to me. if i had you i could conquer the world. i would be invincible.

but you thought i was joking...

Lies my skin told meI'm tired of biting bullets
-taste buds full of lead
I'm heart beats away from truths
that well placed lies hid

Pennies for shock value
- let me hear thoughts
Kind tones and bitter words
please before I turn to dust

You drowned your humanity
in a thousand worlds
hoping for permeability
hoping for more then
solid skin

You fabricated memories
gave my dreams reality
knowing I want to give in

You were always dead at heart
blue finger tips touching virgin skin
- tracing words like trust

How was I to know
love could be as
equally strong as lust?

contentmentI'm not looking for an epic romance.
I don't want a grand adventure of love.
My needs are much simpler now.

Come, sit beside me.
Share the quiet, still moments with me.
Hold my hand. Let me touch you.

Look upon me with tenderness and compassion.
Let your smile be gentle and your words kind.

I no longer expect passion.
I was never an object of lust.
But if you've any affection for me,
Stay near me. Let me hold you in the soft, sleepy hours at day's end.

11: I love you (me)I decided to love myself.
So I took the most beautiful girl out to dinner,
bought her red roses, our favourite.
I kissed her hand, and told her
I’m here to protect you.
I’m here to save you.

I told the most beautiful girl in the world
that I’d love her forever.
The way that her mind worked,
the way her skin felt,
her soft hair.
The way that she thought stupid things were funny.
I fell in love with her idiosyncrasies.
Her predilection for the words “like” and “um”
The way that she’d mutter perverted things under her breath,
and pretend that she said nothing.

Oh how I care for her,
I am ready

Small ThingsEveryone cherishes
The small things in life.
A hug, a glance,
A kiss, a chance,
A thought, a dream,
A love, a belief.
It's theses small,
Probably insignificant things,
That are truly the most significant.
Everyone remembers
These things,
Because the mean the most.
Our song, our dance,
Our kiss, our eyes,
The looks we give,
The words we take,
Our love we share.
So remember this,
As you take in and enjoy,
The small things in life.

If I told you I love you

If I told you I love you
Would you give me your soul?
Darling,you know my tears went up
To the heaven,up above

I found your body
Lying lifelessly on mine
I opened my eyes
It was the end of the time

You woke up
Didn't want to dream along
The notes weren't bad
This life was a different song

Never trust me
I am an untamed tigress
And you,my dear,
You were my reason to dance

You can have my heart,baby
You can even take my soul away
But don't go further than you can
You can never have my body tamed

I'm the little girlI'm the little girl
who doesn't sleep very well

I'm the little girl
Who writes in the dark

I'm the little girl
Who barely see's what's going down

I'm the little girl
With the pills in her hand
who doesn't know what it's like to be gone

Winter's Words"Be my autumn,"
she was whispering
when her eyes found you
tracing in the dust
of ethereal dreams.
If only she knew...

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In the mirror
Is that really me?
Am I looking at the same face I show the world?
What is behind this mask?

So beautifully carved
With perfect lips
With extravagant detail

Although
All I know is
The world out there
Sees me as someone different
I know
This is not me

The ashes and scars
Tears and imperfections
Are hidden behind
This mask

I may look sweet
Im equally horrendous
The sour part is
Some see this side to me

What can I do?
It's who I am
I am not the only person in the world
With a mask over my face
Being mysterious
As the dark side of the moon

This makeup you see
Is an illusion
This glow
Is all

Misunderstood BeautyI stare at my feet
My feet have become roots
Digging into the ground and no wanting to come out
My body sways in the wind like the other trees
My body is paralyzed

My eyes have the courage to look behind
There I see it
Those sharp, bloody claws
Thick, brown fur
Ice cold blue eyes
But with a hint of green
As green as emeralds
There was something in there
Or someone

The Monster bounced
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He slashes through my shirt
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Let's Pretend

by ~lilcutestarz, Mar 17, 2013, 11:45:51 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Let’s pretend there is no one else
Let’s pretend that the only people in this world
Is you and me

Let’s pretend that no one is watching us
Let’s pretend that the whole world is our home
Where we spend time together
Loving every moment

Let’s pretend that we have no worries
Let’s pretend that there is nothing to stop us
From spending time even
Over seas

Let’s pretend to be a couple
Let’s pretend that we are getting married
You in your suit and me with my
Veil

Let’s pretend to fight
Let’s pretend to argue
Even though in the end we want each other

Let’s pretend that every night is meant for us
Let’s pretend that we have our dreams fulfilled
You have yours and I have mine

Let's pretend we have a kid
Let’s pretend we have something to call
Ours forever

Let’s pretend that you and me
Are always meant to be and that we always are
Up above the world

Let's Pretendby ~lilcutestarz

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Leaving you guys with a poem ^-^
wow didnt realize you guys loved this so much... so in the poem i made a secret message...

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~velilein Mar 27, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

very very beautiful!

~lilcutestarz Mar 27, 2013 Student Photographer

thank you

~K1-X-Bell Mar 19, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

This is beautiful! I love it!

~lilcutestarz Mar 19, 2013 Student Photographer

im glad you like it ^^

*heART-Werks Mar 18, 2013 Hobbyist Artisan Crafter

Very Beautiful

~lilcutestarz Mar 19, 2013 Student Photographer

thank you ^-^

=JJmyster22 Mar 18, 2013

I apologize, I'm going to have to remove this from the group seeing as you are not a participant of the contest. Please do not submit to the group again.

~lilcutestarz Mar 18, 2013 Student Photographer

^-^ its fine. I didnt realize i did tht.

=JJmyster22 Mar 31, 2013

That's okay ^^

~InfernalWordsmith Mar 17, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Great emotion

nice work

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